Dear Die-ary...
Holy shit...I went to go see James tonight...A good night indeed...but still... Ok, let's start off where I should start. School, sucked ass. What a surprise, eh? Umm...I couldn't concentrate...all I could think of was going to see James...So after school my mom picked me up and I went straight to Bayfront Medical Center, which by the way, is where James is staying. Umm....I got there and walked around for a bit, then decided I should go up. Umm it took me a while to find where it was that I was supposed to be going...I'm not good with finding my way around places. But of course I did...and Umm, wow haha. I think he was kind of surprised. It made me happy to see him. *Smiles* Yeah, I almost, ALMOST, started to cry when I was there but I held it back and just...I was so happy. I've been so worried this week and ALL of my grades dropped drastically...But I don't know..yeah. Even my performance in chorus descended form my usual level of energy and enthusiasm. I don't know but I have a feeling that my grades won't be too hot this gradin period. Maybe I'm wrong, who know...? Psst, anyways. I stayed with James from like 530ish 600ish until 930ish...It really made my day...no my week. I think he'll be there some months though, or so they say. He doesn't look as..torn up...as I thought he would. He's so lucky...holy shit I don't think he has an idea of just how lucky he is. Or maybe he does..? Regardless, I saw his brother Ryan, and I saw his mom, and met his dad..and his kick ass nurse. She's funny..heh. James kept saying I was beautiful, and though I'd like to believe him, I honestly find myself so ugly right now. I don't see why everyone says I look pretty. I preffered my hair longer and better. Now my hair is just gay to the max. Anyways, now that I'm sane, I hope this entry occupies you all. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL BETTER OVER THIS PAST WEEK AND A HALF.
Bilhoes de beijos,
Mila
You're to die for.
((I love you to death James...))