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im always afraid. i used to not be afraid of as much but now that many years have gone by, i can say i am afraid of more. so instead of doing things, i dont and just avoid the whole situation. because of this tho i have lost most of my friends from high school and camp and have failed to make many at college. and the ones i could consider friends really are just aquaintences -- or have become just that.
this is the reason why i prob will have trouble again- for the 2nd year in a row- finding a roommate. this sucks. my life sucks. i guess i am just a bad friend and a person no one wants to be friends with.
underneath it all i will always be a depressed, afraid, emo girl.
this is the reason why i prob will have trouble again- for the 2nd year in a row- finding a roommate. this sucks. my life sucks. i guess i am just a bad friend and a person no one wants to be friends with.
underneath it all i will always be a depressed, afraid, emo girl.