Jun 24, 2007 21:55
that's it, i've had it.
i need to be motivated and have ambition.
i need to do scholarship shit.
there is an easy one for a magazine, 16, 000.
not to be into myself, but i think i could win, some of the winners were a complete joke.
i need to apply to colleges and re-take the ACT and take the SAT.
i will never get into NYU like this.
i don't know what colleges to apply to.
i need a good writing program.
i just wish there was a writing school.
just writing and everything to know about it.
i'm in the middle of writing a screenplay.
i want to be done by my 18th birthday.
then i seriously want to have someone read it.
i mean someone who would help me make a movie.
a producer, director, anyone big.
if actors and actresses start out young, why can't i?
it's a really good idea for a movie.
wow. i'm really dizzy right now.
the room is spinning.
well no, it's not, but i am.
am i tripping fucking balls or what?
this is pointless.
no one is reading.