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So Amanda comes home today from Cali, thats exciting
Brian come home next Thursday, I'm excited but I have a bad feeling, I feel that since Brian went to Florida and him and Marissa have gone through issues, that me trying to be there for him hasn't done anything, I feel like he doesn't care to talk to me, talking via IM is lame nowadays, I dunno. I call everyone once in a while just to say hi, and it's like he doesnt really care
he always seems distracted when I call, and especially when him and Marissa are going through rough times I call to help distract his mind, because knowing him, things build up inside him and then he goes and punches a wall... =\
but anyways he come next week and we are suppose to get together some time and hang out but i dont know when that's going to happen, or what we're even gonna do. I miss the kid like mad crazy I just dont feel that being recipocated, and it sucks, because he's my best guy friend. I hope things get better with him and Marissa, I really do, cuz it sucks to see distance break people away from each other =[
well next week is my 18th birthday, and its on a friday. My best friend wont be home to celebrate with me, she'll be in new york, but since her boyfriend has the same birthday as me, we're going on a date =] haha we are buying each others lunches as our gift to one another.its gonna be fun. then im going clubbin with Kirsten and Kristyn at PEABODYS most likely. that should be interesting too.
thats the news for now, nothing much realling going on except for that
Brian come home next Thursday, I'm excited but I have a bad feeling, I feel that since Brian went to Florida and him and Marissa have gone through issues, that me trying to be there for him hasn't done anything, I feel like he doesn't care to talk to me, talking via IM is lame nowadays, I dunno. I call everyone once in a while just to say hi, and it's like he doesnt really care
he always seems distracted when I call, and especially when him and Marissa are going through rough times I call to help distract his mind, because knowing him, things build up inside him and then he goes and punches a wall... =\
but anyways he come next week and we are suppose to get together some time and hang out but i dont know when that's going to happen, or what we're even gonna do. I miss the kid like mad crazy I just dont feel that being recipocated, and it sucks, because he's my best guy friend. I hope things get better with him and Marissa, I really do, cuz it sucks to see distance break people away from each other =[
well next week is my 18th birthday, and its on a friday. My best friend wont be home to celebrate with me, she'll be in new york, but since her boyfriend has the same birthday as me, we're going on a date =] haha we are buying each others lunches as our gift to one another.its gonna be fun. then im going clubbin with Kirsten and Kristyn at PEABODYS most likely. that should be interesting too.
thats the news for now, nothing much realling going on except for that