livin nightmare
To live one more day with out you
Would feel like having barb wire ran over my naked body
Knowing you don't feel the same
Would shred my empathy from limb to limb
Only to leave me alive, soul dead, on the flesh torn floor
Wrap me crimson colored turpentine
Then just light me up in flames
To only scrape the surface of the way it feels to be with out you
Run with me full force with a double bladed mish eddy
I won't flinch
It couldn't ever compare to the shudders of terror that you don't love me, that live in head
Od me on a drug, which eats me form the in side out, to only lead to my painful death
At least I wouldn't have to bear not hearing your voice laughing at me
Lie me down on a bed of razor-sharp thorny white roses, letting me stain each petal red with my pain
This could never measure up to not being able to lying against you, hearing your heartbeat rip through you chest
Dig scolding orange iron through my tender eyes
For then my last sight would be of you
Rip my still beating heart out of my tattered chest and danced on it with rusty nails
That's what it feels like when you said I wasn't worthy enough for your affection
Leave this world with out me
And knowingly I would soon follow
Would feel like having barb wire ran over my naked body
Knowing you don't feel the same
Would shred my empathy from limb to limb
Only to leave me alive, soul dead, on the flesh torn floor
Wrap me crimson colored turpentine
Then just light me up in flames
To only scrape the surface of the way it feels to be with out you
Run with me full force with a double bladed mish eddy
I won't flinch
It couldn't ever compare to the shudders of terror that you don't love me, that live in head
Od me on a drug, which eats me form the in side out, to only lead to my painful death
At least I wouldn't have to bear not hearing your voice laughing at me
Lie me down on a bed of razor-sharp thorny white roses, letting me stain each petal red with my pain
This could never measure up to not being able to lying against you, hearing your heartbeat rip through you chest
Dig scolding orange iron through my tender eyes
For then my last sight would be of you
Rip my still beating heart out of my tattered chest and danced on it with rusty nails
That's what it feels like when you said I wasn't worthy enough for your affection
Leave this world with out me
And knowingly I would soon follow