Jul 31, 2007 13:36
so my mom just told me and my brother that we've been spoiled brats. and i'm just like sitting here, doing nothing wrong. i was like excuse me, what am i doing right now that is such a problem? cause like ok yes jared was being a brat to her but i've been completely normal and fine. i mean, i've slightly been on edge recently because i'm moving away again in less than a week and i'm sorry but that IS kind of stressful. i just wouldn't call myself a spoiled brat at present... i dunno.
well it's almost 2 so that means i have like 40 more hours in the bay. so my summer here is basically over. it's been fine. i haven't seen a gazillion people or done that many exicitng things or gone places and all that but it's ok. i mean, i tried contacting a couple people who said they'd call me back and all that and of course they never pulled through. but whatever, i'm totally fine with my summer and what did actually pull through... tahoe, stinson, club x, hour+ long beer pong game, brownies..., model pics, haircuts, double dates, etc it's been fun.
but the fun will pause for four days as i enter utah for family reunions/50th wedding anniversaries. it will probably all start with us leaving at 430am on thursday morning, followed by the 10ish hour car drive, leading straight to grandparents i don't want to see at all. at least becca is in utah. that's really the only upside of all this. i have a really cute cousin, but obviously as i just said, he is my cousin, so him being cute doesn't really make things special. i can only hope that my sister will secretly get drunk with me during the "party" aka mormon reception on saturday night.
sunday night the fun will restart, cause i will be flying to santa barbara. i'm slightly afraid because a private driver is taking me from LAX to SB and i don't really know what to expect. at least i'm not taking the air shuttle at midnight and arriving in sb at 3 am... and then i start summer school the next morning. english and stat. eeeyeah. i'll be getting a job quickly hopefully... maybe campus cuts will hire me.
my rent for a shared room in santa barbara is $645. my mom is giving me $700 a month to cover the rent, all utilities, my monthly medicine, and groceries. so yeaaahhhh i kind of need a job cause that just isn't gonna cover it i'm SURE.
well annnnyway. come visit SB because it is beautiful and you can sit on my balcony with me and watch all the drunk people walk by late at night and throw water balloons at them. it's happened to me, it's time to repay the favor.
i love everyone. a lot. and i will miss you. and YES i AM sorry that i'm leaving sooo soon but i'm going crazy here right now. i know that if i had a job it'd be easier to be here but i just reallllllly need to go to SB for a couple reason. but i still love you all.