AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oct 07, 2005 15:33

I am going insane. This is the only conclusion I can come to. I feel so restless that after 5 minutes of being home my skin is crawling. I can't sleep, I feel like crying almost all the time. I have not done anything bad yet so I guess I'm doing OK. I just feel like something is wrong and I can't figure out what it is and I don't know how to make it go away. I just feel like screaming and crying and pulling all my hair out and doing bad things all at the same time!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I suppose I am just Depressed and overly stressed out. I just need a good nights sleep. I just need a vacation. I just need to go somewhere, where no one can call or ask me to do anything or ask me for a cigarette or ask me why, or how, or where, or when, just for one day... I need Serenity. Maybe I will start meditating or something, before i turn into a vegetable. But yeah... I love everyone and Hopefully I'll get to see everyone soon.

Thank You for letting me spout

MUAH!

I feel better now... I guess.
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