Apr 11, 2005 20:17
here are some quotes that i got from jen's xanga that i thought really applied to me right now.
**I dont think i know whats going on, i have all these emotions and i dont feel like holding on. all these feeling are really starting to get to me. this isnt the person i want to be. there are too many emotions going on right now, i want to be okay but i dont think know how.
-->because i love a boy who doesnt love me, he is eveything to me..i need to force myself to get over him.
**I really am one of those girls who crys myself to sleep at night. you probably never would have even guessed i was one of those girls. but then again almost [[every girl crys herself to sleep]] these days thanx to the lack of caring we get
-->How is it possible that one guy can make you hate yourself. why would anyone care so much about one persons opinion
-->i guess you were just one of those people who are suppose to walk in my life, teach me a lesson and walk out.
((havent found the leasson yet though))
******YOUR SITTING HERE TALKING TO ME ABOUT HER AND YOU DONT EVEN NOTICE IM JEALOUS.
-->how is it possable that someone can have so much depression in their life and no one sees it. and how is it possable that all the problems that person has seem to f a d e a wa y when they talk to that one person
-->we are together constantly, you know so much about me. but theres still somthing you dont know about me... i dont want to be just your friend, i want to be more
***i cant think of one reason why i hate her.. i dont even know her. all i know is she is right there with him.
**i dont know what to belive, how to act, what i feel, or what i should say. im just confused and i have been for a long time.
you know. you mean everythng to me. your the fucking love of my life. but i cant do this. i can not love someone who doesnt love me back. i cant run around kissing your ass and trying to be there for you when you dont even care.
-->ive told you so many times how much i cared, and how much i still do. we get along great every once in a while even though you hurt me so bad. I forgave you soo many times. once again youve been so hurtful to me... so why am i sitting here begging you for my forgivness when i didnt do anything to hurt you. you hurt me.
well ya those are pretty much how i feel, just couldnt say it i guess?