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I'm tired.
like run down, dragging my ass tired.
it's not fun.
and I have to work 8-1 tomorrow.
on my day off!!!
rawr.
I told christina at work both of my secrets today.
about parker, and the other thing.
I guess she and him are really good friends.
and she said she is going to find out the "scoop" about this whole ordeal.
but I don't want to know.
I don't want to have someone go do things for me again.
last time that happened, seth and I didn't speak to eachother for a while.
and it SUCKED!
lots.
I want to grow some balls and do it my self.
rawr.
and this phil shit.
I am head over heals in love with him.
but there really isn't anything I can do about it.
he lives way to far away.
so I don't know what to do about that.
I hate my head.
I hate that I think way to much.
and over analyze things.
I'm broken.
someone fix me?
please?