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I wish fireworks could be just as pretty without the noise. I loathe the noise.
Georgia has been lovely. I've been tanning and swimming, which is what I wanted to do this weekend, and my sister and I made a bridal shower plan and picked out shoes for me to wear to the wedding, which is what I came up here to do. Phew!
I've been really bitter about my sister's wedding, despite being maid of honor. I hate the dress, she was being a bitch about shoes, and I'm just really not thrilled with any part of it. However, today I feel totally mellow and groovy about it. Maybe now that I finally just told her I didn't like the dress, I've come to accept it and get over it. It's her wedding and I have to do what she wants and I knew that but now I'm okay with it. And that's great because I didn't really want to be standing next to her at the altar faking a smile.
Tomorrow morning I might go look at my sister's new house but it involves waking up really early and I don't fancy that but there also might be time constraints with getting to the airport. So we'll see what happens.
I can't wait to go home. I hate being away from Alex, even if it's only for a few...well, hours, really, but i was going to say days. I get so lonely and I feel like part of me is missing. I know it's lame and everybody makes fun of me for it all the time but that is how I feel. Le sigh.
My family might move to Tennessee. It would be interesting. I would still miss them but at least it would be easier to talk to them than if they were in Uruguay again. That was awful. If they do go, then I get to stay in my house for mostly free, which would be quite nice. We shall see.
I get to go to bed now! I'm being woken up at 8:15 so I can shower and be fed delicious breakfast and then go to the airport. My diet has suffered quite horribly while I've been here because last night and tonight were family-neighbor cookouts and there was lots of food. One of these days I will learn self-control but for the next week, I can eat nothing but yogurt and salads. My ass is still two sizes bigger than the dress I ordered and my fitting is only two months away. I can do it!!
Georgia has been lovely. I've been tanning and swimming, which is what I wanted to do this weekend, and my sister and I made a bridal shower plan and picked out shoes for me to wear to the wedding, which is what I came up here to do. Phew!
I've been really bitter about my sister's wedding, despite being maid of honor. I hate the dress, she was being a bitch about shoes, and I'm just really not thrilled with any part of it. However, today I feel totally mellow and groovy about it. Maybe now that I finally just told her I didn't like the dress, I've come to accept it and get over it. It's her wedding and I have to do what she wants and I knew that but now I'm okay with it. And that's great because I didn't really want to be standing next to her at the altar faking a smile.
Tomorrow morning I might go look at my sister's new house but it involves waking up really early and I don't fancy that but there also might be time constraints with getting to the airport. So we'll see what happens.
I can't wait to go home. I hate being away from Alex, even if it's only for a few...well, hours, really, but i was going to say days. I get so lonely and I feel like part of me is missing. I know it's lame and everybody makes fun of me for it all the time but that is how I feel. Le sigh.
My family might move to Tennessee. It would be interesting. I would still miss them but at least it would be easier to talk to them than if they were in Uruguay again. That was awful. If they do go, then I get to stay in my house for mostly free, which would be quite nice. We shall see.
I get to go to bed now! I'm being woken up at 8:15 so I can shower and be fed delicious breakfast and then go to the airport. My diet has suffered quite horribly while I've been here because last night and tonight were family-neighbor cookouts and there was lots of food. One of these days I will learn self-control but for the next week, I can eat nothing but yogurt and salads. My ass is still two sizes bigger than the dress I ordered and my fitting is only two months away. I can do it!!