we'll remain, after everythings been washed away
the shock of moving is hitting me, ugghh. i feel sad like something i love dearly was just ripped from my arms, and now i have to watch from afar. i feel like im losing something, or isolating myself. but i know its probly going to be good down the road, its just scary, and lana is moving away and im never gonna see her. at least the apartment is nice, and me and drew can play music, i just feel lonely. very lonely. ill probly feel better once my room is all in order, but for now it will have to be unkempt. i wish i knew magic and was a wizard. well im pretty sure i am a wizard, but i wish i knew magic. ok time to go do something, or try.