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This time of year brings on so many different emotions. I've come to the realization of what exactly happened at this time last year. All the mixed feelings I was having. How I didn't feel like talking to anyone, doing anything for a few days. In the last year, though, I certainly have grown and learned. I feel like there's someTHING out there for me right now. I'm just waiting as patiently as possible.
Work is getting worse and worse. I feel like I'm getting taken advantage of so bad. I've become incredibly proactive about apply and getting my resume, cover letter, letters of recommendation, etc. tweaked. As I said, I know there's something out there for me.
I have had a lot of thoughts about my previous relationship, and how it's currently playing into my situation. Ever have that feeling that there's something unappealing about you? Perhaps repulsive because you seem to not be meeting anyone while everyone else is getting into some sort of relationship? I know it sounds pity and stupid, but I think we're all aware that being with someone can, for the most part, bring out the best in us. I feel really lonely in that department, for once in my life. I'm ready... so... where is it?
My family has been going through some rough patches lately. I do try to make it home as much as possible to see them. Working 45 hours a week certainly doesn't allow a lot of leniency with it. I am happy that soon some of them will be coming down to do a bar night in Ann Arbor.
Regardless of all the aforementioned low points of my life, I do love spring. Since I can remember, It's been my favorite season. Who honestly doesn't get excited about flip flop season and bar patio drinking? I DO! I'm hoping if I end up staying in Ypsi this summer I at least make it a boss summer.
I need to get out of this mediocracy standstill in my life. I hope I can look back on this in a year and say "If only you knew, Brian..." Hopefully in a good way, too.
Work is getting worse and worse. I feel like I'm getting taken advantage of so bad. I've become incredibly proactive about apply and getting my resume, cover letter, letters of recommendation, etc. tweaked. As I said, I know there's something out there for me.
I have had a lot of thoughts about my previous relationship, and how it's currently playing into my situation. Ever have that feeling that there's something unappealing about you? Perhaps repulsive because you seem to not be meeting anyone while everyone else is getting into some sort of relationship? I know it sounds pity and stupid, but I think we're all aware that being with someone can, for the most part, bring out the best in us. I feel really lonely in that department, for once in my life. I'm ready... so... where is it?
My family has been going through some rough patches lately. I do try to make it home as much as possible to see them. Working 45 hours a week certainly doesn't allow a lot of leniency with it. I am happy that soon some of them will be coming down to do a bar night in Ann Arbor.
Regardless of all the aforementioned low points of my life, I do love spring. Since I can remember, It's been my favorite season. Who honestly doesn't get excited about flip flop season and bar patio drinking? I DO! I'm hoping if I end up staying in Ypsi this summer I at least make it a boss summer.
I need to get out of this mediocracy standstill in my life. I hope I can look back on this in a year and say "If only you knew, Brian..." Hopefully in a good way, too.