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I know it's not necessarily good to reminisce about past times when it becomes a bit painful... but today i couldn't repress my envy for my junior year of college. It was just such an amazing year with so many amazing thing happening. I feel like that entire year, I was happy, optimistic, close to everyone... things just seemed to be falling in place.
This summer has been pretty good. Nothing too spectacular, but had a lot of great times with some great friends.
Once in a while, though... I still feel all the negativity that i felt senior year. Being overwhelmed with everything. It wasn't the way I had wished or planned.
Such is life, I know.
I'm moving out of 510 in a few days. I've been here for two years... and my god... what an eventful two years it has been. I've experience so much in this house... and I'm really going to miss it. I'm looking to start that new chapter in my life... but a big part of me is trying to catch up on all that i may have missed in college. I had some great times. I had some not so great times.
I guess this is just the closing of one chapter. Time for the real world, and I'm pretty excited about that. I think all these failures I've had lately with different things... it all means that I need to have a fresh start somewhere doing something.
Until then... I think It's not too naive of me to live it up. By god... I don't have much longer left to live it up.
This summer has been pretty good. Nothing too spectacular, but had a lot of great times with some great friends.
Once in a while, though... I still feel all the negativity that i felt senior year. Being overwhelmed with everything. It wasn't the way I had wished or planned.
Such is life, I know.
I'm moving out of 510 in a few days. I've been here for two years... and my god... what an eventful two years it has been. I've experience so much in this house... and I'm really going to miss it. I'm looking to start that new chapter in my life... but a big part of me is trying to catch up on all that i may have missed in college. I had some great times. I had some not so great times.
I guess this is just the closing of one chapter. Time for the real world, and I'm pretty excited about that. I think all these failures I've had lately with different things... it all means that I need to have a fresh start somewhere doing something.
Until then... I think It's not too naive of me to live it up. By god... I don't have much longer left to live it up.