Mar 26, 2010 02:36
Holy mother of God. I haven't posted anything in so goddamn long. Maybe because I realize nobody gives two shits about what I have to say (they don't give one shit either, so it's cool). Or maybe it's because... I dunno. I just don't know. XD
But better days have come my way recently. I've somehow managed to become friends with some ridiculously great people and I don't know HOW. I'm just ... so friggin' happy that they actually like me and put forth an effort to spend time with me. And dear Lord, they'll listen to me ramble, which is just marvelous in and of itself.
It's all because of this ridiculous fandom. Oh, Hetalia. How you make me happy inside. If it wasn't for this, I wouldn't have any friends right now, and I certainly wouldn't have met my very bestest friend Cassie and I'm like... so grateful. Woosh, it's ridiculous.
I'm like... looking back here on the last few months. What drove me to start RPing on Gaia? I don't know. But whatever it was, that was the starting point. I'm so grateful that I did that. I'm so grateful that I talked to someone who led me to Hetalia. I'm so grateful that I was so eager to roleplay in this community that I found Hetalia Fantasia. I'm so grateful that Rin (a roleplaying partner of mine and a very good friend) forced me to take China on the site.
Actually, let's go straight off of that:
I'm so goddamn grateful to Rin.
Without her prodding me to take China, I never would have met Cassie. Without her sending me the link to a Michigan Hetalia meet-up, I never would have met Prussia. And then I never would have met Jess or Mel or Russia or any of the people that I'm so close to now.
And I'm RIDICULOUSLY grateful to all of these people for being in my life.
So I guess this is a ramble for all of you who are there for me now, whether you see this or not.
Thank you.
From the bottom of my heart.
You've taken me out of the living hell I was in and made me realize that I like who I am again.
All of you. You've saved me from myself.
*goes dramatic, just for the hell of it, fantastic* Anyway, I'm done now. I guess I just really needed to get that out of my system. Thank you all...
Elen sila lummen omentielvo
A star shines upon the hour of our meeting.
~ME~
fully ramblomatic