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I am extremely sad today. I dont know if its the birth control or what, but I dont have the desire to do anything but sit here under the covers and hide. Nothing happened today that should make me feel like this but I am not in a good space. I want to cry and cant I just feel so overwhelmed. School is going well and nothing dramatic and stressful is really going on. I have this medical thing going on but I am not really thinking about it. Maybe its all subconsicous and I really am freaking out about it. But I am trying to be positive and not let myself worry about something I am not sure is happening anyway. sigh...idk I guess its just one of those days. Ben and I have been talking like every morning for the past few weeks and its been nice. Its weird but nice. I am glad that I can be there for him. He is going through a lot right now and I am glad that I can be his friend. Work is good. Nothing really new about that. I hate this fucking BC!!! Dammit! All these hormones will make you crazy!!!