Tiring of this wireing.
I think im wired wrong in the head. i keep turning all my positive stuff into a negative. i was happy, very happy. then come saturday night after a really good few days and it being a great night out, one name and one comment has set me into a downward spiral of disgust and hatred. something im told that should not even matter seems to matter a great deal to me. why can i never get of a past and why cant i get over that past that is someone elses? why the fuck do i keep it as my own and then throw it back at someone. its not like im fucking squicky clean and have a type 0 track record.
and why do i fucking vent all my hatred on here -_-;
its not like it helps or it does is let me remeber why im a fuck up and that i fuck it up myself.
Like Spineshank sang...
it's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now it's over
it was nobody's fault, it was all my own
everything's wasted forever
and why do i fucking vent all my hatred on here -_-;
its not like it helps or it does is let me remeber why im a fuck up and that i fuck it up myself.
Like Spineshank sang...
it's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now it's over
it was nobody's fault, it was all my own
everything's wasted forever