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Apr 22, 2007 15:23

it's not that i ever actually stopped loving him.. i just gave up knowing that he stopped loving me. every time i see him it's like nothing has changed and we were like supposed to be together still or something... but that's not reality, things have changed, and i don't know what he wants. i think he feels like i don't feel the same way about him when he tells me he's missed me and stuff but when it comes down to it, i just keep my mouth shut cuz i know he's already got a lot of shit on his plate he has to deal with... i'd only make it more complicated.

emily told me the other day something that made me start thinking of all this stuff again
"joe is the most faithful guy i've ever met and when you guys were dating i could tell he was truly like madly in love with you." i'm afraid i'll never find that again. but i guess that's how most people tend to feel...
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