Aug 02, 2004 05:01
yet again im having one of those nites.. i cant sleep an its 5 am.. kellys gonna kil me wen i sleep in tomorrow..but i cant help it... im gettin.. memorie flashbacks?.. lol.. of someone.. im not gonna name.. cos uhm.. its pointless?.. yes i have been tryin to sleep since 2:30am n its not relle workin so i emailed nikki n spilled my guts..which i refuse to do here.. cos uh.. if the person ever reads this i'll feel like a dumbass plus im scared wat the outcome would be..i guess it would be like a rub it in my face u hate me ..type of thing? cos i kno thats prolly it.. *sigh* im reading some song lyrics from my earlier entrys.. "love is pain" by amanda perez... hmm...ugh.. know wat i dont get??...wen ppl say they cried themselves to sleep..how can they sleep if theyre too buzy crying? or am i just retarded n stay awake longer?...meh imma go try again... ttyl
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