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[freak911]

i hate not knowing things. like i hate not knowing what job i am going to have in like a couple weeks. or not knowing if ill have the same job with a diff scheduel. i know im already moved just dnt know how those hours r gonna play out yet. im applyin for a new job tomorrw. its good to know people esp the owner sooo that will hopefully help me land a position. hhopefully. i dont get my hopes up nemore. ive learned that. i still believe that shit happens for a reason just this reason is takin gforever to come. hopefully it pays off in the end. im glad that its happening in the summer yket at the same time im not. yes bc i have time to work out a school schedule for sept n have lots of time. i have double classes with some so i dnt have to worry too much. i just drop what i dont need. sucky part tho is im so use to having a set schedule that now it isnt set nemore and that def sucks.

ok yea im dne bitchin now. ill ttyl byeeee