Nowadays.
Nowadays there is so much fog. So much smog of lifes disturbances. Stress, mess and chaos. Some positive, some negative. It's a matter of controlling what 'of each' you let in. It's difficult not to let it ALL affect you. But as long as I'm level headed I can handle it. Whatever 'IT' may be.
So basically lately there is yet more uncertainty. My husbands co. has the deadline of Dec. 09 to get a product to China. If there is no product, there is no money, then no co. Then, no job. And then we'll be starting all over again. I'm really just sick of suffering. I just wish we could catch a break. I hope we do. Part of me hopes the co. goes under so we can go back to the south. But then the other part of me feels like I do love my family and although we are HOURS away from eachother we are atleast closer than we were before. Granted they drive me crazy sometimes. But I guess that's a family's job right? They wouldn't be close to you if they didn't drive you crazy. Well that's enough for today.
So basically lately there is yet more uncertainty. My husbands co. has the deadline of Dec. 09 to get a product to China. If there is no product, there is no money, then no co. Then, no job. And then we'll be starting all over again. I'm really just sick of suffering. I just wish we could catch a break. I hope we do. Part of me hopes the co. goes under so we can go back to the south. But then the other part of me feels like I do love my family and although we are HOURS away from eachother we are atleast closer than we were before. Granted they drive me crazy sometimes. But I guess that's a family's job right? They wouldn't be close to you if they didn't drive you crazy. Well that's enough for today.