A World Upside Down
It seems like just yesterday she passed away. The pain isn't as bad as it was before. I miss her very much but like my Grandpa told me we cant dwell on it forever and always wonder the what if's.
We talked one time about all things we wish we could have done different, I look back on it and say I would have never changed a moment of it. The only thing I would have changed was we both would have spent more time with her near the end. It's something we just live with.
On the 21st it will be a month since she passed away. That's not far off. I don't think we will do much, maybe share in somber tears and enjoy the day.
I still get those moments where, I walk around the apartment and just think about her and I often look in her room and sit and think this where she passed away and try and remember the good time's. Yet a tear still always comes to my eye.
Seems like I'm going on and on about this. We go at least twice a week to visit her if not more. And for know I push on and I take care of my Grandpa full time for now. He's all we got left, and he reminds me every night, "I miss, my everything".
We talked one time about all things we wish we could have done different, I look back on it and say I would have never changed a moment of it. The only thing I would have changed was we both would have spent more time with her near the end. It's something we just live with.
On the 21st it will be a month since she passed away. That's not far off. I don't think we will do much, maybe share in somber tears and enjoy the day.
I still get those moments where, I walk around the apartment and just think about her and I often look in her room and sit and think this where she passed away and try and remember the good time's. Yet a tear still always comes to my eye.
Seems like I'm going on and on about this. We go at least twice a week to visit her if not more. And for know I push on and I take care of my Grandpa full time for now. He's all we got left, and he reminds me every night, "I miss, my everything".