Jun 26, 2009 18:37
Work has been alright. It's been tough working many hours and less sleep to even manage the next day. I feel worn out and over worked which most of us are but we go on and kick ass everyday.
I'm being moved shifts again. I started as Mid, Evenings, Mourning now back to Evenings or Mid they just don't known and pisses me off.
I was asked to apply for Death Valley and I think I will it's seven months then I can apply back for Crater Lake. Life is like hate and this is my life choice Laughs!
I finally finished my short story all three parts complete and I like it. I read through it and made sure and I did my final draft and now after 5 years of not touching it I don't need not even think about it.
Home for a few days has been nice. My friend John took me along so we could spend a few days away from work and I wont say what I came home to but I will time is slim and my grandma isn't getting any better.
I was asked why I don't want a relationship well simply after my last one I've lost the ability to give a shit and care. No! It's just I don't want a relationship they bore me and just cause bullshit both party's don't need. Dumb I known, but look at this I've had many good and bad one's and now I just don't give a shit. Josh asked me how Mary was I laughed and said I dunno known and really ant my business. He for get's off and on we ant together.
Also I have managed to write another album for my band "Nymphatuation". It's my last promise it's a farewell and miss placed fuck you to the world. It's title is "To the Vermillion Lover and Miss Fortune" and is 20 songs which are a reflection of how I feel and what crazy shit I can write and say in words.
So till when ever E-mail sometime ANYONE!
Filthy days bastards!