25 things: because I obviously like to blog about myself.
1. I love animals, especially BABY animals. especially KITTENS. oh my gosh if you handed me a box of kittens right now my heart would implode.
2. I spend a lot of my idol time fantasizing about leading the life of a bombshell dancer. to be gorgeous and sexy and wonderful at dancing. that would just be perfect for a week or so.
3. I really hope to get married to someone I love, but the idea also terrifies me. For some reason, every time I imagine the moment I get proposed to (not that I do that often), I imagine myself not being sure and not being able to give a straight answer.
4. I never talk about my brother. Most people think I'm an only child. In fact, I hate him. And thus I feel extremely guilty and angry and resentful all at the same time. There's a deep, complex psychosis behind it that I should probably talk to someone about.
5. The song 8 days a Week by the Beatles always reminds me of my mom. She used to sing it to me when i was really little and I would always get irritated because there are only 7 days in a week. Now I wish I could go back in time and just soak all that up. My mom and i are actually eerily similar. I'm closer to her now than I have been in a while. We're silly gooses.
6. I can barely go a day without drinking chocolate milk while I'm at college. At home I couldn't care less. In fact, as soon as i stepped on campus, I started craving it.
7. I've never been to Chipotle. And I pick the cereal out of Lucky Charms because I hate the marshmellows (as opposed to the other way around). I even did that as a kid.
8. I'm always going to be self-conscious about my weight and my hair. It's just the way it is. Get used to it. I'm always going to be clumsy and spill stuff on my clothes and trip.
9. I always wish at 11:11, kiss the roof when I go through a yellow light, and say a prayer when I hear sirens. but really, the 11:11 gods never let me down. or at least they haven't so far.
10. All I want to do in life is travel. I'm hoping I'll develop other ambitions as I mature, but that's all i got. I'm really glad that going to school gives me so many opportunities to do so.
11. I do a good job of saying what I mean and meaning what I say. I actually have trouble lying. as in, it's physically trying. unless of course, it's all for fun.
12. I've been described as uproariously silly. It's true. I can find humor in almost everything and I don't like to take myself too seriously. I'm always going to be silly. I can tell by hanging out with my mom that it's something that sticks with you no matter how old you get.
13. I love boys in button down shirts, tall boys with good forearms, boys all dressed up. boys that give good back massages, boys who like cats, boys with a little scruff, boys with messy hair, and especially boys who seem to be really interested in what they're saying to you and what you're saying to them. i just love them to pieces.
14. I have a very strong memory tied to smell; smells remind me of the most random things. For example, Caroline smells like my old babysitter sometimes, and her car smells like her car. I'll have moments like that all the time where I'll smell something that smells like something from my childhood.
15. My favorite foods are all the ones that children like. like peanut butter & jelly, pizza, macaroni and cheese, etc.
16. I judge how good a movie, a song, or a book is depending how strong of an impact it had on me. For example, Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap still makes me want to cry. And I feel like books like the giver, perks, everything is illuminated, and invisible monsters spoke to my heart. i read all of them at the exact times in my life when i needed them; i identify with them so strongly.
17. I hate rain. Hate it so much. I'm seriously considering moving to another part of the country.
18. I take melatonin to sleep, 5-HTP to be happy, excedrine to not be in pain, and bill's beta blockers to be calm. I feel like I'm crazy.
19. I love riding in the car. Sometimes I get sad when we reach the destination because I was so peaceful just sitting there listening to the radio
20. All in all, I tend to weigh the good more than the bad. Not consciously, that's just what I do. It makes life a lot easier than it would be otherwise.
21. One moment I'll be watching Pocahontas or Spongebob and the next I'll be reading the New York Times.
22. I eat bananas really strangely when I'm in a comfortable setting. I don't do that consciously either. I've gotten a lot of shit for it.
23. I feel uncomfortable when I tell people what my name is. It's almost like I'm not sure how to say it.
24. I used to have the most amazing "bitch face". ohhh those good ol' days...
25. I love Christmas time. I'm quite enamored by christmas decore and all the things that come with christmas time, like hot chocolate, ice skating, new york, elf, love actually, blankets/cuddling, gift giving, the music, the spirit.
2. I spend a lot of my idol time fantasizing about leading the life of a bombshell dancer. to be gorgeous and sexy and wonderful at dancing. that would just be perfect for a week or so.
3. I really hope to get married to someone I love, but the idea also terrifies me. For some reason, every time I imagine the moment I get proposed to (not that I do that often), I imagine myself not being sure and not being able to give a straight answer.
4. I never talk about my brother. Most people think I'm an only child. In fact, I hate him. And thus I feel extremely guilty and angry and resentful all at the same time. There's a deep, complex psychosis behind it that I should probably talk to someone about.
5. The song 8 days a Week by the Beatles always reminds me of my mom. She used to sing it to me when i was really little and I would always get irritated because there are only 7 days in a week. Now I wish I could go back in time and just soak all that up. My mom and i are actually eerily similar. I'm closer to her now than I have been in a while. We're silly gooses.
6. I can barely go a day without drinking chocolate milk while I'm at college. At home I couldn't care less. In fact, as soon as i stepped on campus, I started craving it.
7. I've never been to Chipotle. And I pick the cereal out of Lucky Charms because I hate the marshmellows (as opposed to the other way around). I even did that as a kid.
8. I'm always going to be self-conscious about my weight and my hair. It's just the way it is. Get used to it. I'm always going to be clumsy and spill stuff on my clothes and trip.
9. I always wish at 11:11, kiss the roof when I go through a yellow light, and say a prayer when I hear sirens. but really, the 11:11 gods never let me down. or at least they haven't so far.
10. All I want to do in life is travel. I'm hoping I'll develop other ambitions as I mature, but that's all i got. I'm really glad that going to school gives me so many opportunities to do so.
11. I do a good job of saying what I mean and meaning what I say. I actually have trouble lying. as in, it's physically trying. unless of course, it's all for fun.
12. I've been described as uproariously silly. It's true. I can find humor in almost everything and I don't like to take myself too seriously. I'm always going to be silly. I can tell by hanging out with my mom that it's something that sticks with you no matter how old you get.
13. I love boys in button down shirts, tall boys with good forearms, boys all dressed up. boys that give good back massages, boys who like cats, boys with a little scruff, boys with messy hair, and especially boys who seem to be really interested in what they're saying to you and what you're saying to them. i just love them to pieces.
14. I have a very strong memory tied to smell; smells remind me of the most random things. For example, Caroline smells like my old babysitter sometimes, and her car smells like her car. I'll have moments like that all the time where I'll smell something that smells like something from my childhood.
15. My favorite foods are all the ones that children like. like peanut butter & jelly, pizza, macaroni and cheese, etc.
16. I judge how good a movie, a song, or a book is depending how strong of an impact it had on me. For example, Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap still makes me want to cry. And I feel like books like the giver, perks, everything is illuminated, and invisible monsters spoke to my heart. i read all of them at the exact times in my life when i needed them; i identify with them so strongly.
17. I hate rain. Hate it so much. I'm seriously considering moving to another part of the country.
18. I take melatonin to sleep, 5-HTP to be happy, excedrine to not be in pain, and bill's beta blockers to be calm. I feel like I'm crazy.
19. I love riding in the car. Sometimes I get sad when we reach the destination because I was so peaceful just sitting there listening to the radio
20. All in all, I tend to weigh the good more than the bad. Not consciously, that's just what I do. It makes life a lot easier than it would be otherwise.
21. One moment I'll be watching Pocahontas or Spongebob and the next I'll be reading the New York Times.
22. I eat bananas really strangely when I'm in a comfortable setting. I don't do that consciously either. I've gotten a lot of shit for it.
23. I feel uncomfortable when I tell people what my name is. It's almost like I'm not sure how to say it.
24. I used to have the most amazing "bitch face". ohhh those good ol' days...
25. I love Christmas time. I'm quite enamored by christmas decore and all the things that come with christmas time, like hot chocolate, ice skating, new york, elf, love actually, blankets/cuddling, gift giving, the music, the spirit.