just dance, it'll be ok. da doo doo just dance...
i'm not used to this whole, unrequited interest thing. it seems like this was a tween lesson that i never learned, the whole dealing with it thing. it's just a crush, nothing worth talking about really. i guess im frustrated because he liked me a couple weeks ago, WHAT THE FREAK HAPPENED.
i wish my recent entries were about something else besides this. it's just that this is the only place where i can talk about it freely without worrying about annoying anyone.
when i think about boys, part of me wants to be back in a relationship, but with someone different than collin, while the other part shudders at the thought of being in a relationship at all. mostly the second one. i still can't even imagine being in a relationship for longer than a year and a half. i just want someone to cuddle with really.
i wish my recent entries were about something else besides this. it's just that this is the only place where i can talk about it freely without worrying about annoying anyone.
when i think about boys, part of me wants to be back in a relationship, but with someone different than collin, while the other part shudders at the thought of being in a relationship at all. mostly the second one. i still can't even imagine being in a relationship for longer than a year and a half. i just want someone to cuddle with really.