mornin' again'
Ok, I'm officially gettin pissed off at my roomate. She is moody and unpredictable. I feel like I'm living with a wake dead person. Whatever that means, if there could be such a thing. How about this, you live in the same room with another human... but you or she might as well of be dead, cause she acts like I'm not there. Maybe she's not there. I dont know.
She came back at 2200 last night, and turned on the light and stayed up near midnight. I was irratated. As long as Ive had sleep, I can deal with anything... but when I wake up w/out being fully rested? whoo-hoo... Fortunately, Ive learned to control my emotions and guard my tounge. Yeah, and its that time of month too... guys really have no idea.
Went to the hosp. defact with Aaron last night. He's an interesting guy.
Reminds me of people I might have known back home.... actually, almost a little bit like my brother Aaron as well. He said he doesnt like to talk about Christianity as much anymore. I wonder why, or whats been going on. Me? I'm desperate for some sort of spiritual friend and/or accountability. I have not known that in almost 2 years. I'm aching inside. (yes, Im nosy) but I went and read the rest of his journal online. (well, he shouldnt have showed me in the first place if he didnt want me to read it!!) lol.
I was impressed.... Somebody (many) people love him.
I wonder how many people think about me every day.
SFC C was back today.... he gave me a grimaced smile and walked on by. Uh... not good. I did give 1SG for 326 his personal cell phone number, maybe he was called over his 4-day pass. Um, yeah... 4 day pass? Cant remember last time I ever had a four day pass authorized. Accordingly, I am "too valuable" and they cant spare me at work. Great, I feel needed. Wanted.
I'm growing bitter more and more every day. This is not good.
I gotta get out of that damn hotel.... no privacy or anything. It's killin' me.
I'll write later, sick call is about to begin. *Anna*
She came back at 2200 last night, and turned on the light and stayed up near midnight. I was irratated. As long as Ive had sleep, I can deal with anything... but when I wake up w/out being fully rested? whoo-hoo... Fortunately, Ive learned to control my emotions and guard my tounge. Yeah, and its that time of month too... guys really have no idea.
Went to the hosp. defact with Aaron last night. He's an interesting guy.
Reminds me of people I might have known back home.... actually, almost a little bit like my brother Aaron as well. He said he doesnt like to talk about Christianity as much anymore. I wonder why, or whats been going on. Me? I'm desperate for some sort of spiritual friend and/or accountability. I have not known that in almost 2 years. I'm aching inside. (yes, Im nosy) but I went and read the rest of his journal online. (well, he shouldnt have showed me in the first place if he didnt want me to read it!!) lol.
I was impressed.... Somebody (many) people love him.
I wonder how many people think about me every day.
SFC C was back today.... he gave me a grimaced smile and walked on by. Uh... not good. I did give 1SG for 326 his personal cell phone number, maybe he was called over his 4-day pass. Um, yeah... 4 day pass? Cant remember last time I ever had a four day pass authorized. Accordingly, I am "too valuable" and they cant spare me at work. Great, I feel needed. Wanted.
I'm growing bitter more and more every day. This is not good.
I gotta get out of that damn hotel.... no privacy or anything. It's killin' me.
I'll write later, sick call is about to begin. *Anna*