Update on this biotch!
So okay here we go got a job at Chuck E Cheeses been working there for like almost a month already. I got a new car it's a Nissan Sentra*? anyways it's pretty and it's blue and my parents totally suprized me with it it was rad. Things are great with the boyfriend me and him went to the Gay Pride Parade yesterday it was soooooooooo much fun!!! My sister was on a float because her friend Keith works with Diverse Works so that was fly. I love spending time with Daniel he is my lover and my best friend right now we have so so so much fun together it's awsome. We me this guy Ethan there and he was friends with this guy named Roach or Kevin either one he goes by and he was in the parade with the Starbucks people. Anyways so me and Daniel decided to get a hotel room so we can have plenty of alone time which is hard to get sometimes. But we got Ethans number and called him and he invited us over to Roach's house and we all drank and smoked but I was the only girl there and I think Daniel was the only straight guy there we weren't too sure about Ethan because he did seem to talk to Daniel alot but damn he is really cute all those boys were really cute. Roach and his boyfriend were cuddling it was oh so sweet. They were all really super nice and I'm so glad we met really cool people. Anyways so me and Daniel left around 3 a.m. cuz we defintly antzy to get back to the hotel room and basically fuck eachothers brains out like there was no tomrrow. He's so kinky....I love it, we are a purrrfect match. We got porn for free in this hotel that was kinda ghetto but hey it had a bed. We watched this porn where this guy had an enormous shlong I AM TALKING HUGE! We felt the girl's pain, it almost looked like one of those fucking donkey shows they have in Boystown or sumthin. I dunno but now I am home and I miss him but memories of yesterday make me feel satisfied because it really was a great day! This summer is going pretty good I am free at last of the thresholds of highschool and now I am ready to embark on new things and start my life and leave behind the things that caused me so much anguish. But for those who I have stopped seeing or may never see again I hope they have a great life and make the best out of things I have no grudges and no regrets I only wish the best and I am always willing to recover from what is left and maybe just see whats going on with them. I am a changed person for the better I have grown up and now understand things a lot better and I love looking back on the fun memories I have with people and hope they don't hate me or think I am a bad person and hopefully know me better than that to think I ever wanted to hurt any of them. I respected, loved, understood these people and for that I am greatful to have known them at all....they taught me alot.