miss me?...ha
Yes i have been neglecting you so dear live journal but there are reasons many many reasons....but yet cannot think of one i can actually vouch for. Things have been rather odd lately or maybe i just have been rather odd lately not really sure. I'v been thinking about what to write on here and when it comes down to it I have no idea. I can write about how I feel only so many times before I actually start to repeat myself because face it...a 17 year old girl who is still in highschool and lives with her parents only has so many problems ha! I think that was my problem for a while..not seeing that my life could be so much harder but yet I am always sulking about my life. But it's just sometimes I feel like I am overwhelmed over the smallest things and I just FREAK OUT!!! But to me they aren't small... they are my life right now and that is all I have to deal with. This is shitty I don't want to write anymore because it isn't exciting enough for people tp read and ya know I am only here to please people....1-800-GIVECHELSEAABREAK! And that is what I am doing giving myself a break and the only way I know how to do that is just staying at home, sitting in my room, and not having to deal with the outside world...hm what a comfort. I am just preparing and resting up for what is coming because I know something is coming...something BIG. This is just a feeling and now I must go because honestly I feel as if my room is fucking screaming my name and is almost pulling me to it...hm weird. anyways bye