Tonight was wonderful - Thomas and Andrew are wonderful and I love them both so much. Thomas pulled out the dinosaurs that he never plays with anymore, to play with them one last time with me. Andrew raced me around the house three times. We read, watched movies, played hide and seek, baked brownies, played golf, etc. It was entirely fun
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I like missing people because I like having a reason to miss them - I must really care about them if I miss them.
I can't decide if nostalgia is the most wonderful or most terrible emotion. Maybe it is neither. But anyway I think it's pretty painful because it is something that you can do nothing about - if you are stuck longing for the past you're pretty stuck because you can't go back in time, no matter how much you want to.
That being said, I love
Hugging. Anyone, but especially my mother, and anyone that I love.
Waking up in the morning when I don't have to wake up to an alarm clock, and knowing that I have a full, fun day ahead of me
reading things that I wrote years ago and feeling like little me is communicating with big me
exchanging smiles with strangers, or realizing that you've positively affected someone by being nice to them, without even meaning to go out and 'make a difference'
When I'm alone in the car and can sing along with the radio, or turn off the radio and just sing by myself, and I don't have to worry about anyone hearing. Similarly, dancing around my bedroom when the house is empty
Talking to old friends, hearing speech patterns you love, but with whole new information, feelings, etc. that you really care about
And many other things, of course.
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