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TOday was better than i thought it would be. I went and got coffee with my dad today, couldnt persuade him to pick up my check though. Thats okay i can get it sunday when I work.I am probably going to get some coffee again later on before my brothers game because its colder than a mother out right now.
Gosh i havent had coffee in so long. I became more of a tea person lately so i dunno, but it sure tastes really good.
Things are bleak with chad and I. I miss him too much to be able to enjoy much of anything lately and the time that we do spend together just isnt that intresting anymore. I mean its fun, but its just lost all its appeal -- its too much work to be able to see him and it shouldnt have to be like that. Maybe we werent meant to be together, just friends. Which id be content with because hes a great person and before we were togheter he was a great friend, as far as i can remember. Maybe this is why i have become so bitter lately. Or maybe school sucks and I dont like my mom too much anymore.
Im just so close to graduation and getting everything done with, it would all be so much better if I just could get rid of the meaningless classes in high school and take stuff that really mattered.
The restaurant opened today, ill update about it later because my brother wants to go on and I dont feel like fighting...