the car, it is gone.
So... i totaled my car last night. its been one day, and ive already said it to so many people, it just doesnt shock me anymore. Im glad that no one was seriously hurt. I feel horrible that my friend was in the passenger seat, even though she was totally unharmed physically, im just sorry she had to go through that.
Heres what happened for those curious...
I was driving down Wilson street next to Aroma Roasters, a car coming the opposite direction didnt see me, and tried to take a left turn right in front of me.. When they finally saw me they slammed on the brakes in the middle of my lane. I swerved around them, ran up onto a curb, and into a street light, knocking it over, and royally fucking my car. I really couldnt care less about the car... its going to be replaced, hopefully by the other peoples insurance... Im just having trouble sleeping again, im haveing a lot of flashbacks from my last accident, and the sound blur of motions just before both collisions are kind of disturbing when they get played over and over in my head... but really that sounds more serious that it probably is... I dunno...
When my dad dropped me off at home, i crumpled into a corner and started sobbing... i think that because it was such a jarring experience, it sort of brought up a lot of emotions ive been supressing lately, what with life and all. I felt much better afterwards though.
I just have a whole lot of shit to straighten out, with insurance and a load of other things that happened before the accident. Like losing my wallet and cell phone... And if i didnt have bad enough luck already, while i was riding my bike to Oonas house after the wednesday night market, my tired popped....
I wonder if im subconciously trying to tell myself something.. maybe i should listen closer.
anyways, i just watched The Secretary... it was really good. i really dont wanna go into now though, i think taking some pain killers and trying to fall asleep sounds good.
my neck is soar, but not re-broken, im really fucking grateful for mine and Lizy's life...
g'night.
Heres what happened for those curious...
I was driving down Wilson street next to Aroma Roasters, a car coming the opposite direction didnt see me, and tried to take a left turn right in front of me.. When they finally saw me they slammed on the brakes in the middle of my lane. I swerved around them, ran up onto a curb, and into a street light, knocking it over, and royally fucking my car. I really couldnt care less about the car... its going to be replaced, hopefully by the other peoples insurance... Im just having trouble sleeping again, im haveing a lot of flashbacks from my last accident, and the sound blur of motions just before both collisions are kind of disturbing when they get played over and over in my head... but really that sounds more serious that it probably is... I dunno...
When my dad dropped me off at home, i crumpled into a corner and started sobbing... i think that because it was such a jarring experience, it sort of brought up a lot of emotions ive been supressing lately, what with life and all. I felt much better afterwards though.
I just have a whole lot of shit to straighten out, with insurance and a load of other things that happened before the accident. Like losing my wallet and cell phone... And if i didnt have bad enough luck already, while i was riding my bike to Oonas house after the wednesday night market, my tired popped....
I wonder if im subconciously trying to tell myself something.. maybe i should listen closer.
anyways, i just watched The Secretary... it was really good. i really dont wanna go into now though, i think taking some pain killers and trying to fall asleep sounds good.
my neck is soar, but not re-broken, im really fucking grateful for mine and Lizy's life...
g'night.