caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of trying to fit in and make friends and then nothing happens. I hate being used, but for some reason I keep on allowing it to happen. I know nothing is going to come of certain things, but it still happens. I just need to get away and find a good place and good people. I need something deep right now. Some feeling that there is hope out there for me. Hope that I will be okay in the end.
I kind of like this growing older stuff. Looking back on things I was so ignorant when I thought I was so smart. I feel myself becoming a better person everyday, but for what? Just to sit around and get played. People piss me off sometimes. Sometimes I just wonder what the use is anymore. But then I have that little flicker of hope the fills me and keeps telling me to push.
Summer is the time when I want to sit out all night and listen to music and count the stars. I need someone who wants to do that with me and ponder the meaning of life with me. That's what I need now.
I kind of like this growing older stuff. Looking back on things I was so ignorant when I thought I was so smart. I feel myself becoming a better person everyday, but for what? Just to sit around and get played. People piss me off sometimes. Sometimes I just wonder what the use is anymore. But then I have that little flicker of hope the fills me and keeps telling me to push.
Summer is the time when I want to sit out all night and listen to music and count the stars. I need someone who wants to do that with me and ponder the meaning of life with me. That's what I need now.