ticking away, the moments that make up a dull day
so i'm sitting here listening to pink floyd. i hardly ever do that until i'm really sad and depressed. i hate being single and i hate being in a relationship. it is a never ending circle. i just wish i could find the one so i wouldn't have to put up with all of the frogs so to speak. i would love it if someone would come and sweep me off of my feet and that would be the end. life is just a big dream that seems to never go the way i want it to. it seems as if i get to know people and start to get close to them and they just up and disappear. and people often wonder why i like to keep to myself a lot. i'm tired of feeling like i'm being used and trampled on. i need to find myself again along with good friends.