I discontinued my course, I still love fashion but decided that making giant overly-embellished dresses that no one would ever wear is not me at all.
I really didn't fit in there and have been unhappy for a long time, so I decided that it was time for a change in direction. Time to stop holding myself back from doing the things I have wanted to do for so long. I need to find a way to get more self confidence.
I think ultimatley what I would really love is to work as an illustrator or graphic designer.
I have been working on website with my portfolio it, which should be finished pretty soon.
I have been drawing, reading, designing non-stop and I havent felt this happy in a long time.
I also cut my hair really short.
Before
After
Everyone is allowed to be vain when you have just had a haircut.