Feb 01, 2004 00:03
Start it off w/ a quote:
"excellent
you played super last tuesday
square to every shotplaying the shots by moving not just side to side but also moving forward
very good work with your skates
you really ate the wheaties last week
-sully"
-on my nice shutout versus the undefeated Portsmouth Abbey...tied 0-0 in OT
sometimes i wish i could go back in time and make what i used to have perfect, but then i realize that i can't do that. i don't know what im doing. i dont know what i want and i dont know where i want to be. part of me wants the past and part of me wants the future. see right now i dont even know what im talking about. the tears are at the brink, but im not going to let them fall anymore. i screw up everything and i can't help it.
soooooo believe it or not, i have been wicked happy-on the outside and most of the inside. but every little thing remindes me of him, and i think about how i can manage to not screw up everything...but thanks to walters i think i have a new philosophy-like me for who i am-dont try to change me. I WILL NOT BE A DOORMAT WIFE THAT LISTENS TO EVERY BIT OF WHAT YOU SAY AND AGREE REGUARDLESS OF MY OPINION. that is it, final.
Last night was a lot of fun-tommy and i went to cheesecake factory, made the reservation, walkd to the civic center and met jess and pj-went back to the mall via pj's truck, walked around, ate, then went to see the butterfly effect it was quite well...
tonight was great too....tommy picked me up, went to the mall-got some new shades and clothes-"hot kid" aka Reid called...lol ( i <3 u reid!)-then went to the hockey game-mad ppl there..it was good. we all went to applebee's afterward-met up w/ walters and everyone had great fun making fun of me hahaha. i have a game in the morning in marlboro-that should be fun. i think im still hangin out w/ sivo afterthat, them goin to a party at pj's to watch the PATS win...gotta get my jersey :) GOOOOOOOO PATRIOTS!!!! awww i think im gonna go get some sleep-i brought my hockey bag in from the garage so hopefully my stuff will thaw out in the morn and not refreeze during the hour and 15 min ride..grrr. i love hockey! haha well peace out playa -lol
katie kat