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Sooooo...how has the last month been you might ask? Quick recap. Woot.
I think I'm developing an ulcer.
There is something wrong with my brain in every way there can be something awry.
Just got back from break. Eh.
Worked alot over break.
Made money.
Not enough money.
Got a 98% on my RE 101 midterm. Guess all the freaking out paid off. Pretty sure I got top score on the test. Certain I have top score in the class (97%; next highest are at about 95%). It felt really good for about 10 minutes. Then I started berating myself for not getting 100%. Arg. It feels so empty.
Don't know where or with whom I'm going to be rooming with next year. Being abandoned by those I think are friends.
I may be a little paranoid.
Have a paper to write, a project to do, another project to do, another project to do, some more homework to do.
Interview tomorrow for orientation leader next year. Woot.
In the play. Missed karate tonight. Missed it. Hmm.
Speaking of karate. I have a stripe to go with my orange belt. Woo.
Play is kind of fun. Feel out of place. Eh. I should be used to it.
Missed someone a little too much over break. Though he seemed genuinely happy to see me in class this morning. But he was probably genuinely happy to see a lot of people. But still...just being friends with him is beyond acceptable. It has to be.
Saw my girls over break at Swing Show. Hopefully I will go to camp with them as their leader this summer. That would rock. I love those girls.
Doctor's appointment Thursday at home. Imma gonna gets me some "magic" pills to balance my chemicals.
I think I'm developing an ulcer.
There is something wrong with my brain in every way there can be something awry.
Just got back from break. Eh.
Worked alot over break.
Made money.
Not enough money.
Got a 98% on my RE 101 midterm. Guess all the freaking out paid off. Pretty sure I got top score on the test. Certain I have top score in the class (97%; next highest are at about 95%). It felt really good for about 10 minutes. Then I started berating myself for not getting 100%. Arg. It feels so empty.
Don't know where or with whom I'm going to be rooming with next year. Being abandoned by those I think are friends.
I may be a little paranoid.
Have a paper to write, a project to do, another project to do, another project to do, some more homework to do.
Interview tomorrow for orientation leader next year. Woot.
In the play. Missed karate tonight. Missed it. Hmm.
Speaking of karate. I have a stripe to go with my orange belt. Woo.
Play is kind of fun. Feel out of place. Eh. I should be used to it.
Missed someone a little too much over break. Though he seemed genuinely happy to see me in class this morning. But he was probably genuinely happy to see a lot of people. But still...just being friends with him is beyond acceptable. It has to be.
Saw my girls over break at Swing Show. Hopefully I will go to camp with them as their leader this summer. That would rock. I love those girls.
Doctor's appointment Thursday at home. Imma gonna gets me some "magic" pills to balance my chemicals.