Epiphany.
Okay...so I had an epiphany today at supper (hence the title).
I realized that I want to believe men prefer 'hot chics' instead of smart, intellectual women. Why?
Because it's easier. If men really do go for the more intellectual types and not always the pieces of female fluff that float around and make me gag, then what the heck is wrong with me???!
I consider myself a smart, strong and funny woman. I think I would be a good catch, even though I may not be overly blessed in the looks department. I clean up well. I have become more comfortable with myself and who I am and my beliefs over the course of the last year or so. On paper, I'm not too shabby to be quite honest. And if men really DO want the smart, funny women, then I can't fathom why I can't freakin' find a man with the balls to take me on!!!!
Ugh. So, it's just easier to believe men just want the physically attractive women because it's easier. When I believe they like the 'other' women, then I can believe there's something wrong with them. But if the majority of them really do like the type of woman I consider myself to be...then there must be something wrong with me.
Sometimes I hate my brain. Thinks too much.
I realized that I want to believe men prefer 'hot chics' instead of smart, intellectual women. Why?
Because it's easier. If men really do go for the more intellectual types and not always the pieces of female fluff that float around and make me gag, then what the heck is wrong with me???!
I consider myself a smart, strong and funny woman. I think I would be a good catch, even though I may not be overly blessed in the looks department. I clean up well. I have become more comfortable with myself and who I am and my beliefs over the course of the last year or so. On paper, I'm not too shabby to be quite honest. And if men really DO want the smart, funny women, then I can't fathom why I can't freakin' find a man with the balls to take me on!!!!
Ugh. So, it's just easier to believe men just want the physically attractive women because it's easier. When I believe they like the 'other' women, then I can believe there's something wrong with them. But if the majority of them really do like the type of woman I consider myself to be...then there must be something wrong with me.
Sometimes I hate my brain. Thinks too much.