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It's 4am and i still can't seem to sleep. I just have so many things on my mind. Like, i've already been accepted at my dream school.. ya.. great right? NO. not really. 'Cause now i might not even be able to go 'cause i have no idea how i'm gonna pay for my tuition! 40 freakin thousand dollars man! i was late pa in submitting the financial aid forms. sigh... my parents told me to join nalang the ROTC program of the school.. but then i'd have to serve the American Army for at least a year! What if WWIII is coming up? I dont wanna go to war! =( But it'll hurt SOOOOO bad if i dont get to live my dream just because i dont have the money. I would've felt better if i didnt get accepted in the first place. But no... Now i'm so near yet so far.. I'm almost there but it can still be taken away from me. That's what hurts the most.