2012
Hello I am not sure if anyone is still reading this.
I am sorry that I abandoned LJ. I also abandoned FB except when it's about school things.
My therapist suggest me to not open things that relates to the past where I most depressed or places where I'd feel sad. That's why I no longer open my LJ and as much as because it reminds me of the past and FB because opening it honestly will make me feel ugly emotion of jealousy because everyone seems to have it great.
I dislike my aunts who keep telling me to update my fb at least in this holiday season in which making me feel worse because everyone seems to have it great. Friends, family, comic fiesta, etc while I must work in this job I hate. A friend committed suicide just last month. In which it drags me down so I have to resort to pills again. I am fine now, though. I wake up, I eat, I go to work, I go home and sleep. Rinse and repeat.
In this process I might have abandoned also some friends in LJ who doesn't have twitter and stuff. I am really sorry. However I really would like to us to keep in touch. Here is my contact info (no MSN because my MSN is blocked and got no way to get the pass back) :
gmail/gtalk : heyheymaru at gmail.com
skype : dopamints
twitter : envymoonwalk
tumblr : dopamints
instagram : dopamints
number : I'll e-mail you :)
Shit sucks, 2012 sucks overall for me. Hospital, medical bills, surgery, family problems... but hey, at least I am not crazy now.
Thank you for reading /o/
I am sorry that I abandoned LJ. I also abandoned FB except when it's about school things.
My therapist suggest me to not open things that relates to the past where I most depressed or places where I'd feel sad. That's why I no longer open my LJ and as much as because it reminds me of the past and FB because opening it honestly will make me feel ugly emotion of jealousy because everyone seems to have it great.
I dislike my aunts who keep telling me to update my fb at least in this holiday season in which making me feel worse because everyone seems to have it great. Friends, family, comic fiesta, etc while I must work in this job I hate. A friend committed suicide just last month. In which it drags me down so I have to resort to pills again. I am fine now, though. I wake up, I eat, I go to work, I go home and sleep. Rinse and repeat.
In this process I might have abandoned also some friends in LJ who doesn't have twitter and stuff. I am really sorry. However I really would like to us to keep in touch. Here is my contact info (no MSN because my MSN is blocked and got no way to get the pass back) :
gmail/gtalk : heyheymaru at gmail.com
skype : dopamints
twitter : envymoonwalk
tumblr : dopamints
instagram : dopamints
number : I'll e-mail you :)
Shit sucks, 2012 sucks overall for me. Hospital, medical bills, surgery, family problems... but hey, at least I am not crazy now.
Thank you for reading /o/