Jan 09, 2008 16:58
Why does everything have to be so complicated all the time?
Every time I think it's all going to be okay and my life goes vaguely the way I want it to, it all crumbles into dust the next moment. And I can't even do anything about it. That's just exactly what I can't accept. When I don't have control over things, when they get out of hand, it really scares me.
At least I'm still ace at school (ha ha, how very compensational).