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I'm doing it again... letting my heart fill with hope, allowing the anticipation to get me giddy, finding myself looking forward to each visit, each phone call, each im or email.
You're stupid Jannelle.. because all of this is in vain. He calls because he is bored. He calls because you are funny. He calls because its easy and interesting and fun. He calls because there is history. He calls because he likes what you will say. He just doesn't like you.. like that.
I am that safe girl. The one that you can watch movies with all night long and talk to about all your girl problems. The one whose best friend you fall in love with. I am, apparently, your safe look into the world of girls, I'm your helper, your confidant, your friend. I help you get other girls.
I'm not C. I'm not N. They are beautiful and wonderful and every guy that meets them knows that. When guys want to hang out with them... their intentions are less than honorable..
C and N just don't get it. I just don't get it. They tell me to take chances to risk things.. they don't know that I am.
I have crushes... not boyfriends.
I am not crushed on.. I am just crushed.
You're stupid Jannelle.. because all of this is in vain. He calls because he is bored. He calls because you are funny. He calls because its easy and interesting and fun. He calls because there is history. He calls because he likes what you will say. He just doesn't like you.. like that.
I am that safe girl. The one that you can watch movies with all night long and talk to about all your girl problems. The one whose best friend you fall in love with. I am, apparently, your safe look into the world of girls, I'm your helper, your confidant, your friend. I help you get other girls.
I'm not C. I'm not N. They are beautiful and wonderful and every guy that meets them knows that. When guys want to hang out with them... their intentions are less than honorable..
C and N just don't get it. I just don't get it. They tell me to take chances to risk things.. they don't know that I am.
I have crushes... not boyfriends.
I am not crushed on.. I am just crushed.