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I cant deal with my own emotions. I want so desperately to talk to someone, but i cant do it. I cant bring myself to burden someone with what i feel or why i feel that way.. I cannot properly explain myself, i cant think of examples. I am messed up. Everything feels so hopeless. I am so sorry to everyone. i need to trust someone. I dont know who i can talk to. I dont want to to talk to anyone. but at the same time i do. I have stress, i have problmes, but the feel so meaningless.
I can sit and hug someone while they cry for hours, and listen to them and understand, but i cant put myself in a position werhe i an being comforted and listend to. I would rather be miserable alone and not feel like i am inconvenincing anyone.
I dont think anyone understands me. Everything i feel feels so trivial and i am afraid i wil come off as whiny. I dont want people to hate me, i dont want people to be angry at me...i try so hard and it seems like i will always fail.
I used to plan so much, and organize all the time, but i cant do it anymore. I dont know how. someone will get mad at me. I am so sorry.
i dont know what to do with myself anymore, i want to be somethig other than i am. I dont know what to change. I think my dreams are superficial.
I am locked in my room. i dont want anyone to see me...i dont want to have to explain. I want someone to understand me. But i dont want to talk.
I can sit and hug someone while they cry for hours, and listen to them and understand, but i cant put myself in a position werhe i an being comforted and listend to. I would rather be miserable alone and not feel like i am inconvenincing anyone.
I dont think anyone understands me. Everything i feel feels so trivial and i am afraid i wil come off as whiny. I dont want people to hate me, i dont want people to be angry at me...i try so hard and it seems like i will always fail.
I used to plan so much, and organize all the time, but i cant do it anymore. I dont know how. someone will get mad at me. I am so sorry.
i dont know what to do with myself anymore, i want to be somethig other than i am. I dont know what to change. I think my dreams are superficial.
I am locked in my room. i dont want anyone to see me...i dont want to have to explain. I want someone to understand me. But i dont want to talk.