Christmas time, and the livings easy.....
Why do I always want chinese food the day after christmas? Because there is a fridge full of turkey and stuffing and chicken and ham pie, and exotic cheeses, thats why.
Dinner yesterday was one of the best christmas dinners to date, so why cant I eat the leftovers? Better question, is there a chinese place open today?
You know what, I never really touched on why we left america did I? Im sure Simon posted, but who reads his stuff....aye? wack...job....
I am just kidding. I realise some people on my f-list arent on his. SO, to make a long story short, we left because my sister marlinda got in a huge fight with us and asked us to leave as soon as possible. She said Simon was a bad person and that someday Ill realise this, and that all men are horrible. Oh yeah, and her boyfriend, Jordan, who at the time she knew for less than a month, he said he didnt care if we were homeless we just had to get out asap. So, now that its been over a month how do I feel, what have I learned?
I absolutly dont care a tiny little bit about my sister anymore. She is an idiot. I talked to her yesterday because someone put her on the phone without my permission. I didnt want to talk to her, I really could live the rest of my life without having much to do with her at all. I hate the kind of person she has become. The only reason I will ever have anything to do with her in the future is because I dont want to cause any problems with the rest of the family. Like divorced parents, Im holding it together for the kids. Thank god I live in a different country or this stance Im taking could be very hard. The truth is, I dont want any kind of relationship with her. If she weren't my sister Id have nothing to do with her. And the bond just aint there.
As for Jordan, I haven't thought too much about. I used to wish he'd get lost and leave marlinda but now I think they deserve each other. I hate him, but Im very passive with my hate, again probably because I live so far away. And because he is shit, and not worth my brain power.
Mostly I pity them. They are addicts, they are scum, and marlinda in the very least is pushing everyone who cares about her away. I dont think anyone cares about Jordan to get pushed away. Then again its hard to care for someone who is about as engaging as a plastic shopping bag. At least bags have some use.
They said very hurtful things in this abuse session. Simon and I just stood there shocked, and crying, we let them lay into us. I look at it that way, maybe they said more bad things about Simon, I couldnt tell you because If you say bad things about Simon, you're saying bad things about me. So when Marlinda stood up, beer in one hand, ciggarette in the other and pointed in Simon's face and said "You're a bad person, and you need to change." she was saying it to me. And I will never forgive her for that. Its pretty comical how hypocritical people can be.
So whats the update? Jordan lives with marlinda now. Good thing we left, now he can sleep all day and smoke pot all night without normal peolple around. Now they can start fires in the house without concern for people who might not want to die. Im willing to bet as soon as summer rolls around Jordan will leave marlinda. He is homeless you see. His parents live 1/2 the year in florida and 1/2 in new hampshire. They wont let him live in their house unless they are there, so he has to get his own accomidation in the winter. He told me once that he has to move around a lot, he likes to not have a lot of possesions in case he has to pick up and run. What kind of person lives like that? People who use heroion. Oh yeah, people like Jordan.
Marlinda and Jordan stayed over my moms house christmas weekend. My parents are completly mortified by the whole situation. My mom has had a rough year, my grandma died, my uncle died and his wife went nuts and stopped talking to my mom, and my sister smashed all hope of Simon and I living permently in america. So my mom is watching her family crumble. Poor woman. My dad just ignores problems, my mom said he just ignored Jordan, and Marlinda for the most part. Good for him I suppose. So no one was even slightly impressed with Jordan, not even Hailey, who idolizes Marlinda. WOW...thats dangerous, making marlinda your idol, I hope melissa finds a way to stop that soon. I really should call my mom now that Jordan is gone so that she can speak freely. While he was there she kept refering to him as "the hamburger" because they ate hamburger for dinner. She said "The hamburger was bad" melissa said "I really could only have hamburger in moderation."
My most outspoken sister, the one who truely speaks her mind, Michelle, I didnt get to speak to her yet, I dont know if she met Jordan so I'll have to call her and find out.
Im getting extra hungry and that chicken and ham pie is starting to appeal so I better go before I re-read the top line of this post....#
Happy Holidays and all that Shit!
-Fran
Dinner yesterday was one of the best christmas dinners to date, so why cant I eat the leftovers? Better question, is there a chinese place open today?
You know what, I never really touched on why we left america did I? Im sure Simon posted, but who reads his stuff....aye? wack...job....
I am just kidding. I realise some people on my f-list arent on his. SO, to make a long story short, we left because my sister marlinda got in a huge fight with us and asked us to leave as soon as possible. She said Simon was a bad person and that someday Ill realise this, and that all men are horrible. Oh yeah, and her boyfriend, Jordan, who at the time she knew for less than a month, he said he didnt care if we were homeless we just had to get out asap. So, now that its been over a month how do I feel, what have I learned?
I absolutly dont care a tiny little bit about my sister anymore. She is an idiot. I talked to her yesterday because someone put her on the phone without my permission. I didnt want to talk to her, I really could live the rest of my life without having much to do with her at all. I hate the kind of person she has become. The only reason I will ever have anything to do with her in the future is because I dont want to cause any problems with the rest of the family. Like divorced parents, Im holding it together for the kids. Thank god I live in a different country or this stance Im taking could be very hard. The truth is, I dont want any kind of relationship with her. If she weren't my sister Id have nothing to do with her. And the bond just aint there.
As for Jordan, I haven't thought too much about. I used to wish he'd get lost and leave marlinda but now I think they deserve each other. I hate him, but Im very passive with my hate, again probably because I live so far away. And because he is shit, and not worth my brain power.
Mostly I pity them. They are addicts, they are scum, and marlinda in the very least is pushing everyone who cares about her away. I dont think anyone cares about Jordan to get pushed away. Then again its hard to care for someone who is about as engaging as a plastic shopping bag. At least bags have some use.
They said very hurtful things in this abuse session. Simon and I just stood there shocked, and crying, we let them lay into us. I look at it that way, maybe they said more bad things about Simon, I couldnt tell you because If you say bad things about Simon, you're saying bad things about me. So when Marlinda stood up, beer in one hand, ciggarette in the other and pointed in Simon's face and said "You're a bad person, and you need to change." she was saying it to me. And I will never forgive her for that. Its pretty comical how hypocritical people can be.
So whats the update? Jordan lives with marlinda now. Good thing we left, now he can sleep all day and smoke pot all night without normal peolple around. Now they can start fires in the house without concern for people who might not want to die. Im willing to bet as soon as summer rolls around Jordan will leave marlinda. He is homeless you see. His parents live 1/2 the year in florida and 1/2 in new hampshire. They wont let him live in their house unless they are there, so he has to get his own accomidation in the winter. He told me once that he has to move around a lot, he likes to not have a lot of possesions in case he has to pick up and run. What kind of person lives like that? People who use heroion. Oh yeah, people like Jordan.
Marlinda and Jordan stayed over my moms house christmas weekend. My parents are completly mortified by the whole situation. My mom has had a rough year, my grandma died, my uncle died and his wife went nuts and stopped talking to my mom, and my sister smashed all hope of Simon and I living permently in america. So my mom is watching her family crumble. Poor woman. My dad just ignores problems, my mom said he just ignored Jordan, and Marlinda for the most part. Good for him I suppose. So no one was even slightly impressed with Jordan, not even Hailey, who idolizes Marlinda. WOW...thats dangerous, making marlinda your idol, I hope melissa finds a way to stop that soon. I really should call my mom now that Jordan is gone so that she can speak freely. While he was there she kept refering to him as "the hamburger" because they ate hamburger for dinner. She said "The hamburger was bad" melissa said "I really could only have hamburger in moderation."
My most outspoken sister, the one who truely speaks her mind, Michelle, I didnt get to speak to her yet, I dont know if she met Jordan so I'll have to call her and find out.
Im getting extra hungry and that chicken and ham pie is starting to appeal so I better go before I re-read the top line of this post....#
Happy Holidays and all that Shit!
-Fran