Sep 08, 2004 23:01
Life has been pretty cool. Easy classes so I'm happy about that. I get to go to kindergarten 2nd block everyday so that makes me happy. It is seriously the best part of my day. They're so happy and without worries, I'm so jealous of them.
I feel like I'm losing you. I've been there for you so much and I feel like you're not there for me. I feel as if I've been stabbed in the back almost. I hope you know I still love you but it just hurts. It makes me cry everytime I think about it.
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me