GRRR
My red flag is up, my head is spinning, my stomach is about to explode, and I feel like absolute shit. It's just another one of those bad months. Anyway, Jeremy and I haven't had a decent conversation in the last two days. I'm not sure, when things will be back to normal. *sigh* Life is shitty. We were supposed to go the beach tomorrow, but I don't see that happening. I really need to get out of this hell hole I call home. It's not for me. I need to get a job already. I went to Chili's and well...I should have turned my application in, when I first got it, which was back in May. They aren't hiring again until mid-August, so says the manager, who kept my application and told me to come back in August. Dillard's never called me back, and well, I called several places that aren't hiring either. One place, though, is. When I called Hollywood Video yesterday afternoon, the guy sounded ecstatic, when I asked if they were hiring. "Why, yes, we sure are," he stressed. The only thing that sucks about that place -- is it takes between 30n and 45 minutes just too ELECTRONICALLY fill out an application. BLAH on that. I didn't want to waste my time, so I'll go back, hopefully, tomorrow. I'm so desparate right now. I called CCSF and found out they're booked for the meantime, and the next available date is next Thursday for assessment testing. GRRR I wish I was in the bay area right now...away from here. Away from this shithole...