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It seems that I have not written in here for a long time. Apparently, I have more happy thoughts than I do sad. In case you new readers are wondering, I put all my 'happy thoughts' into my other journal. I have a headache, I feel shitty, and I am helpless. I still don't know what school I am returning to. I have NO job. I am completely fucked in the ass right now. I keep putting other things ahead of all the important ones. Gah, Jeremy even talked to me about it earlier tonight. He's right, and of course, I'm wrong. WTF I feel like I can't do anything anymore. GRR Yet, it is my fault. BLAH I'm gonna go to bed now, dammit.grrr.