Oct 17, 2005 12:05
Well i have had an interesting weekend at first all was fine. I went to mexico and had a GREAT!! time I spent all weekend doing missionary work in mexico and then I came home went to coffee night and called an old firend and first he lied to me then he had a chick call me to tell me that they were "busy" and then I foolishly bitched him out (i'm sorry that I did) cause then mom looked at my text messages and now were in this BIG fight. and apparently my everything is going wrong. this sucks!!!
I feel bad for bitching josh out. but at the same time why did he lie to me?
If he didnt want to come and hang why didnt he just say so ??
Why cant I talk to a guy firend with out everyone saying i'm dating him?
why cant mother just leave there kids alone long enough for them to think staight?
i'm confused and tired of him being a jerk I have decided not to talk to him and I really dont want to see him or his fam. for any reason Another firend has been extremly helpful though he's talked me out of leaving the state!!!lol thats a plus... anyways I have other things I must be doing................
as leah would say "look to the moon"
but its hard