i'm in love
he's such a wonderful wonderful boy. he's so cute. he's caring and funny. he's going to teach me how to swim. he is family owns a lake house up in michigan and he said he's gonna help me over come my fear. isn't that sweet? my friends seem to approve. we can talk for hours on end about nothing at all and be thoroughly entertained. his blue eyes give me good goosebumps. his stubble makes our kisses sweetly rough. he cuddles better than any teddy bear. he's absolute terrified of feet, which is adorable. his huggs make the world stop spinning. his stories make me laugh. we're going to run away together. i'm going to rescue him from precalc one day wearing a french maid costume. then we'll ride away into the sunset on a horse named jeff. we're going to sante fe. when we get there we're going to buy a vw van to live in. we'll park it on the beach and on clear warm nights we'll sleep on the roof under the stars. we'll eat elephant ears and make indie movies that'll make us rich. and even when we're rich, we'll still live like bums because that's the bohemian thing to do. he makes all my pain go away. he makes me whole. in sante fe we'll make snickerdoodle cookies. and when he can't sleep at night (which he often can't) i'll make him warm milk and sing him a lullabye. and when i have nightmares he'll hold me and make it all better. i love him so. life is so wonderful now that he's in the world. *sighs*
<3 Megan
<3 Megan