5 years ago
- Let's go to Unboring Garden.
- Do you know not boring gardens?
It was so adorable and magic, so simple and evident. Some time before I was shocked about opinion of a guy from parallel group who said "you need just tell «I love you» and if she not - go ahead". That time I've done exactly what he said and recognize it next Monday and thank him.
Of course she was at the end of 1st year, else I've paid heed before. We sat near the river and watched sunset. She talked about places she came from and year ago she even didn't image to be student in Moscow. And I... just cherished that moment. Usually I explain 27.05.2004 as the day when I felt happiness of mutual love for the first time after years of struggle but now from the judgement of time (obviously the greatest judge) I understand that it was more about taking my love than giving similar feeling. Just don't deny.
- We have the whole life in front of us, - said I after following her home.
Year after, when I knew that there was now no same feeling inside her she did exactly the same and it gave me strength to endure the pain.
Five years - it's a long time. And by now, with all that happenned and happens, with all too good moments for writing at Franklylife that day stands as one of the most memorable and sweet in my life. Oh, almost nothing of my imagination of 5-years-from-that-day came true and it's kind of funny that I find it wonderful. It was sad that she didn't pay as high attention to our great past as it deserves but couple of our last, very rare occuring meetings I've noticed that she evalueated that times.
Great to live on the same street with you. Also funny and nice that he don't know the main about us. And now I repeat that we still have the whole life in front of me and in front of you. To everyone who made history of my life I've set the monument in my soul. Thank you for making me happy.
- Do you know not boring gardens?
It was so adorable and magic, so simple and evident. Some time before I was shocked about opinion of a guy from parallel group who said "you need just tell «I love you» and if she not - go ahead". That time I've done exactly what he said and recognize it next Monday and thank him.
Of course she was at the end of 1st year, else I've paid heed before. We sat near the river and watched sunset. She talked about places she came from and year ago she even didn't image to be student in Moscow. And I... just cherished that moment. Usually I explain 27.05.2004 as the day when I felt happiness of mutual love for the first time after years of struggle but now from the judgement of time (obviously the greatest judge) I understand that it was more about taking my love than giving similar feeling. Just don't deny.
- We have the whole life in front of us, - said I after following her home.
Year after, when I knew that there was now no same feeling inside her she did exactly the same and it gave me strength to endure the pain.
Five years - it's a long time. And by now, with all that happenned and happens, with all too good moments for writing at Franklylife that day stands as one of the most memorable and sweet in my life. Oh, almost nothing of my imagination of 5-years-from-that-day came true and it's kind of funny that I find it wonderful. It was sad that she didn't pay as high attention to our great past as it deserves but couple of our last, very rare occuring meetings I've noticed that she evalueated that times.
Great to live on the same street with you. Also funny and nice that he don't know the main about us. And now I repeat that we still have the whole life in front of me and in front of you. To everyone who made history of my life I've set the monument in my soul. Thank you for making me happy.