Awful.
I feel awful.
The boxer text me earlier to see if I could hang out. I'm really not feeling up for boys. I can't believe I'm this crushed when I wasn't even dating the guy. This sucks. But what sucks even more is that since Chris didn't say anything to me- this could just be like the time he went to Chicago for a few days on a whim and just didn't have time to chat. I don't think it is but the what ifs aren't making me feel any better.
And then my friend Ryan's girlfriend just dumped him today. Which is terrible because he's such a sweet guy and they were adorable together. I treated him to The Muppets Movie tonight to cheer him up. I think it worked. He cried and then said it was all the crying he thought he would need. Muppets solve everything.
But I didn't get Saturday off to go to the ice sculpting event at the DIA. I requested it off and they just ignored it. Which just makes my feel a little bit worse because it was kind of the only thing I had to look forward to in a sea of twelve page papers due Wednesday that I haven't even begun and so on.
I guess I need the money but it would have just been nice to have gone. I was going to ask Chris if he wanted to go with me actually. But I never got around to it and I guess it's better that I didn't?
I hope the boxer doesn't think I'm a terrible person. I feel like one.
I should just crawl back under my rock and not try to be social ever again. I give in to my life of loneliness. I just give in.
The boxer text me earlier to see if I could hang out. I'm really not feeling up for boys. I can't believe I'm this crushed when I wasn't even dating the guy. This sucks. But what sucks even more is that since Chris didn't say anything to me- this could just be like the time he went to Chicago for a few days on a whim and just didn't have time to chat. I don't think it is but the what ifs aren't making me feel any better.
And then my friend Ryan's girlfriend just dumped him today. Which is terrible because he's such a sweet guy and they were adorable together. I treated him to The Muppets Movie tonight to cheer him up. I think it worked. He cried and then said it was all the crying he thought he would need. Muppets solve everything.
But I didn't get Saturday off to go to the ice sculpting event at the DIA. I requested it off and they just ignored it. Which just makes my feel a little bit worse because it was kind of the only thing I had to look forward to in a sea of twelve page papers due Wednesday that I haven't even begun and so on.
I guess I need the money but it would have just been nice to have gone. I was going to ask Chris if he wanted to go with me actually. But I never got around to it and I guess it's better that I didn't?
I hope the boxer doesn't think I'm a terrible person. I feel like one.
I should just crawl back under my rock and not try to be social ever again. I give in to my life of loneliness. I just give in.