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i've never been so happy, yet so sad at the same time.
"amazing how fast some change" hurts a lot.
i'll i've ever been is supportive, and you are trying to cut me down. i recall a whole weekend i didn't hear from you, you didn't year back from me one evening, and it's "have a nice weekend" and anger.
i'm sorry i had personal issues to deal with as soon as i got home.
i'm sorry i had made plans with my fabulous guy 2 nights earlier.
i'm sorry you hate that i'm not free all the time like i used to be.
i'm sorry you think that means i've changed.
how many times do i say i'm sorry to you before i'm grovelling? how many times have i told you how much i value your friendship?
you are a part of me, one of my best friends, and i don't want to loose that. but just because i don't see you as often as i used to, doesn't mean i stop caring. especially when i see you you're grumpy to me.
like i said earlier, it is possible to feel so happy with one aspect, and so angst ridden with another?
i'd just thought you'd be happy for me.
"amazing how fast some change" hurts a lot.
i'll i've ever been is supportive, and you are trying to cut me down. i recall a whole weekend i didn't hear from you, you didn't year back from me one evening, and it's "have a nice weekend" and anger.
i'm sorry i had personal issues to deal with as soon as i got home.
i'm sorry i had made plans with my fabulous guy 2 nights earlier.
i'm sorry you hate that i'm not free all the time like i used to be.
i'm sorry you think that means i've changed.
how many times do i say i'm sorry to you before i'm grovelling? how many times have i told you how much i value your friendship?
you are a part of me, one of my best friends, and i don't want to loose that. but just because i don't see you as often as i used to, doesn't mean i stop caring. especially when i see you you're grumpy to me.
like i said earlier, it is possible to feel so happy with one aspect, and so angst ridden with another?
i'd just thought you'd be happy for me.